Erised....

Love.Life.Freedome

2008-10-29T05:30:00.001-07:00

Hey Everybody, i'm not sure anyone reads my blog now-a-days lol
been super duper busy lately due to work..

Wake up 0600 bathe get my stuff ready and off to work,
Back home by 2130 hrs every day except on saturdays lol

Btw bought myself a darn new PSP la lolz been wanting to get a set for myself and i finally did, well these things you just know you need and if you have the fooloose den you just go and grab it

i am SOoooooo greatful to my bushook.. you know who you are..

been a while..

2008-10-09T22:57:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps, been a right damm while since i last posted on the blog got loads to tell but that will have to wait untill after the Hari Raya Celebrations yeap!!

Btw i saw this vid from "Jason's" blog and thought i'd put it up for all to see damm good

Selamat Hari Raye Maaf Zahir Batin You All...

haircut!!!!

2008-08-31T02:57:00.000-07:00

you should..

do it now or forever regret..

for i have deleted your num..

not tht i like doing this to you..

i'm sorry...

really sorry....

i guess.. i rushed...

here i am apologising to "you"

i read your erm golb and i'm sorry i caused you so much pain..

pls... do msg me...

your missed..

regards

ashton

good mOod

2008-08-27T06:05:00.000-07:00

Well.. first off my beloved Man U won 1-0..

although a lil unconvincingly of course..

it was from an unlikely individual named Darren Fletcher..

lol..

aint it a suprise??

with me talking abt soccer all of a sudden...

tee-hee..

Well on a serious note, i had a so-so kinda day miss my crew la sey..

Naz sorry, been busy with work tkde time nak linkies..

Adk bonch.. i miss you too...

i hope i get my pay soon!!!!

wanna get a PSP... lolz

And to my "Suga' Mummy"

I MISS YOU...

gotta mit up soon aite baby..

till we meet again..

ashton

sorry??

2008-08-22T21:41:00.001-07:00

Hah....

Firstly sorry is so EASY to say yet... So hard to mean.

I'm through with you fake WORDS..

You called me your crush but like a bug.. You CRUSHED me..

So hard that not even a SPLAT of me EXIST!!!

I wanted to be the guy that managed to win over your HARD COLD HEART

But in the end you CRUSHED me.

Thank you ever so much for all the FUN and LAUGHTER..

I should have heeded my best friend's WARNING but i was too naive..

To nice perhaps till the point of being STEPPED on..

Practically TRAMPLED..

To solitary confinement was my heart sent..

I've had enough of YOU and your ANTICS!!!

All I've got to say now is I HATE YOU..

I changed for you... but it seems changing for you IS'NT GOD DAMN GOOD ENOUGH!!

for the last time...

there is no going back..

I'll be the jerk that EVERYONE will hate...

Thanks to you..

Dammed to Hell

asht0n

im l0st..

2008-08-20T02:46:00.000-07:00

Once again...

i'm a fool..

to believe...

that you could be mine..

you took my heart...

and smashed it...

do i mean nothing to you..

i tried to be your guardian angel..

but.....

angels have feelings..

too...

regards

asht0n

Fact-O-pedia

2008-08-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

hey sexy...

DID you know??

- In 1972 a group of scientist concluded that the common flu could be cured by freezing one's thumb..

-Spiders have transparent blood..

-25%-33% of people exposed to the sun will sneeze..

Interesting huh?

hmm in seems my life has will am complicated..

dear i want to love you to care for you to hold you.

but you aint givin me the chance nor the opportunity

to show you my true self

maybe due to the fact that it might have been too long since..

my crush on you still lingers and its seeping from my every pore

I miss you

i wish i could be there for you my dear.

to be your knight in shining armour.

to be...

yours..

regards

asht0n

I love nire....

2008-08-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

Hey dearest.. hope your reading this..

had fun talking to you all these while..

i hope to drop by your work place soon...

missing you loads...

btw on the 6th jgn tk jadi kayz..

i'm not having a great day today..

apparently "someone" hates me...

just nid you by my side to talk and confide..

love you loads..

aSht0n..

Fallen...

2008-08-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

How far?, deep into this hell-hole have i fallen?

Surrounded with lost souls that had never felt love,

Or was betrayed by those who abused it...

Was i too rash?.. I.... *sigh* guess its too late now.

I wanted to all along...

Tell you how much i....

How much i really like you..

But it just doesnt seem right...

Aint the right time,

place,

atmosphere,

setting,

crowd,

I guess, finally i ran out of excuses...

P.S: i miss you...

2008-08-01T06:56:00.001-07:00

Ahh....

I guess i was wrong...

Hahaha..

got rusty at it...

Just aint like it used to be...

guess she's the same... typical.... so stoopid..

its true what they say... Love is BLIND... i just got BLIND-sided

Gonna dissapear from the dance scene for now..

might or MIGHT NOT be back.. We'll see..

Once again... i'm a nitwit For believing in a thing called...

LOVE... ...........................................................

Confused!!..

2008-07-26T07:55:00.000-07:00

Tired todae,

started work at 6.30am and yes on a Saturday..

And ended at 8.20pm!

Can anybody show me some love?

Miss my crew mates alot..

Miss one of them more then the others though..

Don't know if she knows it yet..

I think she does..

Its been a while.. maybe....

Maybe just too long since i last embraced love?..

Nah just my imagination goin WILD.. as usual.

Heheh..

Miss her already..

Text me when your happy,

text me when ur sad,

text me when ur angry and vent out all your frustration,

text me when you miss me,

text me when I'm gone..

text me anytime dear,

always holding on...

for that special someone..

i miss you..

Begining

2008-07-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

Hey hey hey.. finally got a bloody blog of my own, I dont understand though what is sOOO great about bloggin? I mean it's sorta like an online diary that the "WHOLE" world can see.. a tad redundant unless of course it aint personal.. Well i guess it's true what they say, bloggers have plenty to say but nothing really means anything.. lolz JK..

Well i better start adjustin my blog first i'll see you soon..